Cat and MouseYou must think you're something,Preened and proper in your dress,I'll tell you that you know nothing,My thought's you'll never guess.In my mind's eye we were dancing,Our bodies pressed in the rain,The raindrops on our skin, prancing,As we circled in our game.Cat and mouse, you had me,You lured me with your tease,What were you really thinking,As you took me to my knees?
The part truly meThey pushed and they pulled,Yet got nowhere with me,They picked and they proded,And found nothing of me.If they'd only ask,I'm sure they would see,The piece that is left,Is the part truly me.
in time you will forget meIn all the times I told you,I love you, they were true.In all the times I held you,To care and shelter you.I never thought to trap you,Nor tried to hold you down,I only cared to admire you,To erase your depressive frown.I meant only to protect you,From the person I really was,In truth I only deceived you,Breaking your sacred trust.I have always cared for you,Even if it never showed,To me, the closer I pulled you,The more of you I stole.In time you will forget me,And you will start again,In time you will find another,And feel complete again.You were lost inside me,While I was lost in us,Please, I beg, forgive me,So I may return to dust.
The reasonI write this poetry,Everyday, line by line,In hopes that some day,I will find my mind.
Did they find meI see through the darkness,I sense it through the pain,The promise of pain it harkens,The deranged rarely feign.I'm staring at the shadows,They are staring back at me,Alone the darkness beckons,It is hatred that I see.In darkness did they find me,With blood upon my hands,In destruction did they leave me,My blood upon the lands.I die lost in silence,To death do I bleed,Our actions they bind us,To our destiny.
In My HeadThe demon sits and watches,As though we were its prey,Upon its plan it sketches,I feel its mind at play.To know what its thinking,If only I could foresee,Its eyes I see them scheming,Our demise, its only dream.I couldn't stand to tell you,As we were laying there in bed,But I swear I will protect you,From the demon in my head.
A Painful AscendancyYou feel the pain surround you,A sensation you understand,You see the stars astound you,A love held in your hand.You feel the power find you,An expression you adore,You hold the trust inside you,A shock you cannot ignore.You pull on the chains tightly,An attempt to break free,You welcome this joy nightly,A painful ascendancy.
Just for YouMy thoughts are overwhelming,As I look into your eyes,My arms are ever longing,To caress and ease your cries.If only I could touch you,And feel your warmth again,If only I could hold you,And call you more than friend.Your beauty is ever stunning,Darkness, you show me light,Thoughts of you, never waning,As I think of you at night.
FeelingsDark demented feelings,swirling through your head,An unexplained emotion,fills your heart with dread.What are those odd sensations,they are taking over you,A tortured masked expression,corrupting all you do.I look through the darkness,what is it that I see,The face that's in the mirror,stares back at me.